I always wonder if I should take any notice of these things. This one seems strangely accurate.

Your prediction for the future comes from Hekat, Egyptian Goddess of Mysteries.

Hekat, being a mysterious entity, knows that you have many things that are hidden, especially from those that do not accept or understand you.  But regardless things around you are changing and you must relinquish the old way of thinking, doing, and being in order to gain positive results from what is to come.  If you continue to hold on to the past and fight to retain what was you will not fair well.

With the change you should embrace a feeling of renewal.  Become passionate about your desires and retain hope for the future.  Plan for fulfillment even if it looks as if things won’t work out.  You may be surprised what is resurrected from the ashes.

Help from places that you least expect it will come to you.  There is power in what is hidden and not seen, but if you can feel the forces around you you will find the aid you need to get through.  Think big  because the changes that are happening are big.  If you are making changes, make large changes so that you can make a large difference.

Prediction:

Your future shows a time of healing and wisdom.  Your creative energy will be released slowly, but you will discover it.  Your sexual energy will also be your life energy.

Got this in an email today. Found it rather appropriate.

Must dig out some of my favourite quotes. May be nice if anyone ever reads any of this.

The kids dad turned up today. For the first time in two and a half years. Wth the usual pile of rubbish. About 200 fake dvds, an X box, a game cube, and god knows what else. Everything is someones cast off (as usual) and half of it pointless, what am I supposed to do with a D&G glasses case?

This is half the reason why I don’t want to see him or talk to him. I really wish he would just stay away. The kids are happy to see him and gradually over the next few days I know that they’ll remember what a prick he is, it just makes me so angry. Does he think we should be grateful to him for gracing us with his presence? First thing he did of course was give them money, where was the money when they had holes in their shoes or needed new clothes? Where was he when they were ill, or at the Christmas play? After this week we probably won’t see him for another two years, and if last time is anything to go by there won’t be any more money after a couple of weeks.

He hasn’t been here for 24 hours yet and already I want to smack him in the face. At least I don’t have to see him, or else he’d be going home tomorrow.

What annoys me the most is that he doesn’t even see what the problem is. Even though he has been told several times by me and our daughter (she’s great, bless her) he still can’t understand that they need his time not his money. He should have regular contact, not just when he feels like it. He should want to support his kids, I shouldn’t have to ask him for anything.

Still, at least I only have to put up with him being here for a few days. Then he’ll bugger off again. Thank the gods.

Anyway, this has been a pretty good week even with the kids at home. The good weather meant they could go out instead of being stuck in the house.

We went for a walk to a local Iron Age ring fort, they really enjoyed that as they could climb up the walls and we had a good day. I wasn’t sure how I’d feel as it’s about a four mile walk there and back. I felt so tired when we got back but the next day I was feeling good. I don’t know if it’s because I’m sleeping better or slight changes in my diet, but the last couple of weeks have been fairly good. Maybe it’s the sun coming back at last, I can’t remember the last time I felt like this. I still have the usual aches and pains but the intensity is much less. Hope it lasts for a while.

Had a busy day, it being Saturday. Kids at home, shopping to do, all the usual stuff. Been feeling pretty good this week thankfully. Had a flare that lasted about a month and just couldn’t do more than the basics.

It’s Bank Holiday here so I have a four day weekend as the kids are also off school on Tuesday, and they have Friday off for the elections. Is there really any point in having school at all this week?

I have thought about home schooling quite a lot, but I’m not sure I could manage that. Although they would benefit hugely from it as one needs a bit of extra help, and the other two could do with pushing on. I’m quite lucky though as the school only has around 90 pupils altogether so the classes are smaller than in most places.

I have five boys at home, the eldest has just turned 14 and his school year finished on Thursday. (Do they need three months off for the Summer. ) The others are 10, 8 and 6. Then there is the baby, who is 16 months. I have two older children, my eldest son is 23 and my only daughter is 20. They have both left home but they live close by.

It’s funny how I can spend all day thinking of things I want to write about yet when I sit down to do it there’s nothing there. lol.  I think I need to keep a notebook with me.

This will get better as I go along. I promise.

This is something I have been wanting to do for  while now, not sure what’s going to happen but can only wait and see.

I wanted somewhere I can just put down any thoughts I might have about all the stuff that goes on in both my life and my head, so why not here.

The plan is to try and post every day if  I can. (Let’s see how long that lasts.)

I’m a forty something mum with lot’s of children so I’m sure there will be plenty about them, I also have fibromyalgia so there will be stuff about that too. Right now I’m not writing loads about that so if you want to find out about it try Google.

It’s taken me 6 hours to get this far as I know next to nothing about how all the links and widgets etc. work so hopefully over the coming days and weeks I’ll figure it all out and get something interesting on here.

Anyway, fingers crossed it won’t be too long till my next post and I’ll have something to write about.